Almost at The Sixty Day Mark

Well its day 58 for me I think if I am adding correctly.  ....Well I went to Albany, New York last Tuesday and got home on Memorial Day (yesterday May 27th, 2013) The whole time I was there  I drank more then I normally have been. I lost my Naltrexone one day so I didn't take it one day. The next day I did take it though. I did a drinking contest called the "Power Hour" where you shot one ounce a beer a minute. Which is only 4 beers but me being a show off shot a few shots of Irish whiskey with it to. Which was not bright . I threw up which is abnormal for me  but I did the last the longest (53 minutes). I haven't threw up drinking in a long time and I drink a fifth or more a day. I also read a book by Ozzy Osbourne I Am Ozzy . I thought I was a drinker it almost made me feel like I am a normal drinker...Sometimes I think I read books like that to verify with myself that it is alright to drink like a fish but never the less I love Ozzy and his music and I highly recommend it. It also gave me hope because if someone like him can come through it so can we. Anyways  last night when I got home from the trip (I took my Nal..bout an hour before I got home :) ) I drank a tequllia and lemonade drink and I opened a beer. I didn't finish neither..so I went to bed sober which was great on my part and I feel like being sober today. I don't wanna get my hopes up but I feel like the Nal maybe starting to make that switch within me. I can only hope....