80 Days: Things Are Getting Better

I am not going to lie I still drink way more then I should and I am still at levels that are unhealthy but the good part is I am starting to slow down even more. Last night I went to bed after a few drinks!! I didn't feel the need to polish the bottle off because I couldn't get enough. My thought was like what the hell stay up and drink all night or go to bed I believe I will just go to bed. That is very unusual for this ol drunk so I am starting to feel the improvements. It's really simple as one comment said just take a pill an hour before you drink. My girlfriend thinks the only reason I am still drinking is because it's a control thing. The one thing I thought I could control is if I drink or not(which is obviously a lie) so it's the one thing I keep trying to do but I am just enjoying it less as each day goes by.